i went to the doctor and im fine now >w<~
thanks to all people for cheer up me ;W; im happy now ~ well my parents are taking me to a psychiatrist .
but then everything it's okay now >w<
i'll make a special gift for people who commented my other last journal for cheer up me and let me know im not alone~
and also im panning a +600 watchers gift
Thanks you for reading! and have a sweetgood day! >v<